I'm leaving today... leaving behind a part of my life, a part that I will never want to forget, it has hurt my soul but I don't want to keep it all away from me... why? 'cause I love you... just because I love you. I'm leaving today from your life, I'm leaving forever... ha!... I know you don't even care but I just want you to know it. I'm leaving today, far away from you, out of this town, to another place that will become another part in my life, with new goals to achieve without you. I don't wanna know about you anymore and it's not because I wouldn't like to but just because I couldn't help myself looking at you with another guy... I love you. I don't know why I don't want to forget you if you've caused me the most hurting pain in me than anybody else's done before. I don't wanna see you anymore, I want to take you out of my soul, I want to blow away everything that makes me stand this way and doesn't let me live. Oh my God! why me? why isn't he for me? if I gave him everything that I am!

I'm leaving today, leaving behind a part of my life, a part that I don't want to forget, but I must to, because of me. I must forget every cold kiss, every warmless caress, every broken promise, every single moment that time and wind blew away to never return. I want you to know that, even if it means for you just another "else" in your life, for me it still means the most wonderful relationship in my life, though you deny it and say that it ended because of my fucking way of life; I want you to know that I spent the best of me in and on you, I gave you myself all, my soul, my spirit, I spent on you all of my horrible body... just on you... What else can I say? if neither my cry and pray will take you back, it's impossible... you'll never be back. What else cares then?

I'm leaving today 'cause I don't have anything else to do in your life but wishing you the best because I love you and I want you to be happy. I know since today both our lifes are gonna change and I know too that you've already forgotten me 'cause I was nothing else but a shadow in your life that's why I'm leaving away... I have nothing else to do but I want you realize something: Your place in my heart will always be there, inside of my mind, inside of my heart, locked forever. I know someday we could meet each other... maybe not soon, maybe not too late, maybe in other life where everything could be different and where I'd like to be physically and emotionally what you'd be looking for... but until then... not now, I'll keep being that shadow that night vanished some night.

I'll live with this pain within that causes me the lack of you, waking up everyday from a dream that never was and never will be.

xoxoxoxoxox

Imanol...