Alone



This used to be our playground (used to be)

This used to be our great escape

This used to be the place we ran to

This used to be our secret hiding place


This used to be our playground (used to be)

This used to be our childhood dream

This used to be the place we ran to

The best things in life are always free

Wishing you were here with me


I just have something on my mind... and I can't speak on it the right way... It just a feeling I just want to take it out from myself… spinning inside my mind, hurting within my heart… Loneliness… that’s what I feel.

Without you…



I want you the right way

I want you, but I want you to want me too,

Want you to want me baby

Just like I want you





It’s just a feeling that’s hurting me… what can I do? I’m so in love with you but you’re not… so… it’s time for me to understand the rules of love… you’re my teacher after all.
I’m about to break, this is just a mess, but my heart leads me to keep it all, I’m going crazy, crazy in love ‘bout you…

I just can’t pretend…



Everytime I try to gasp for air
I am smothered in despair it’s never over, over

Seems I’ll never wake from this nightmare

I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, overInside I'm screaming

Begging, pleading

No more!!…

Desperated, disappointed, disable, disgraced, these are what I feel… I just got it inside of me, spinning on and on, it doesn’t let me breathe, It’s just screaming for a way out, thousand of words come and go, pictures, paper notes, remembers about you and my love…

Now there’s another one here but he’s not for me… I’m trying to think he can’t handle me, I’m just too much for him but finally I’m wrong… it’s just I don’t belong to love… such a naïve boy looking for love, that’s what I am, I just belong to pain, tears run out along my face, I’ll never be happy anymore… so insecure, so alone…


I don’t want to dare to love anyone, anymore. This show’s over… curtains fall while I fall in love again, sun falls down, I fall down, night comes on, I just can’t let go, I just want to go… away…

I just can’t speak my mind on; such a pain keeps my voiceless voice, such a pain let no my hands type it on, while tears take their turn to run out. I just can’t control myself, I just can’t accept this mess, I just apologize myself for this shit, I’m such a mad boy typing stupid things on this blog…

Another whisky on the rocks, another cigar to smoke, rhythms and blues playing on the stereo, the daylight is coming on, time’s passing by and I’m going late, on and on…



I'm about to break

I can’t stop this ache

I'm addicted to your allure

And I'm feinding for a cure

Every step I take

Leads to one mistake

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need...

To walk away from…


That story’s over, and I know it so, but when I chanced myself to go back again, when curing my scares and I let it flow again I met him… so cute, so sweet, so nice, so I felt my heart-moving going high and I thought it was coming on so I refused to that love; I remembered what happened before so, I felt so afraid, insecure, alone… later, I gave love a chance and finally… another scare, deeper.

I promise myself then…

No more tears, no more pain, no more lovers, no more boys, no more toys, no more dates, no more illusions, no more songs, no more spent-money, no more gifts, no more flowers, no more hook-ups, no more sunsets, no more travels, no more sacrifices, no more love…

Another whisky, another cigar to smoke while rhythms and blues playing on the radio…


Impossible to make it easy

If you always tryin' to make it so damn hard

How can I, how can I give you all my love, baby

If you're always, always puttin' up your guard

This is not a circus

Don't you play me for a clown

How long can emotions keep on goin' up and down

I know I need to get away from it, need to walk away from it, musta get it off but myself within doesn’t want it so. And what can I do? Love is just a joke and I lost this game again… do I really deserved it? I don’t want it to happen anymore.

Wanna apologize myself, this blog’s just a mess, don’t care what’s gonna happen next, I just wanted to get it out from myself.

Another whisky, another cigar to smoke while rhythms and blues playing on the radio…



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LessM dijo...

Hola Imanol!! Disculpa la respuesta taaaan tardada pero no entro mucho, ni a mi blog, pero sabes que seria genial tenerte en mis fotitos, oajal y ya estes aki para cuando hagamos realidad mi sueñito jajaja!!! Regresa prontooo!

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